10/27

Where to find free STD testing in NYC I do this for us for me and for my future lessons I don’t have HPV but I do have a past a sprained toe and I follow capitalization rules why did I choose you you ask frozen blueberries in hand and body like a lock not like that but like that and under a net between meetings nestled is an old ancient window in Manhattan of all places where you can exit and sit and exit and sit and enter and exit and exit and sit and lock the door behind you so long dance into dragging fingers and softness and a great grandfather from the Soviet Union looked me in the eyes by bringing my chin to your chin and cheek to cheek to three cheeks and four we multiply space between eyes and our bones become just so in space beneath this net it’s nice like you said it would be and I chose you because of your goodness and because of your goodness I’m trying to forget the conditioning that causes my hands to vibrate when I hear you say all of this and I have fourteen tries behind me and I will get tested because I’m honest and healthy and good I am good too I don’t do drugs and I get enough sleep and I make a lot of money because I am good and I can be good for long periods of time I can dance for a long time and bring us to a realm of impression leaving behind hard skulls and representation and there there there concept can ride the waves of gravity and reverse action potentials toward original cause and first moment we could turn if you trust me and if you are willing to be propelled alongside me if I am willing to use my words my clear and pure words then maybe just maybe I can be rhythmic and you can be too and we can be healthy and good and you can stay in this place and I can move into another and we can meet every week and saving the planet we will be happy and because we are smart we will remember to ask each other whenever we remember that multiplying questions began us and through breath we will dance forever or at least we could if we really wanted to. 

Disbelief is only a certain kind of belief

The Way My Body Felt Today:

Beginning and ending being the same, exhaustion with no name, happy to moisten no-surface, pulled my earlobes backward and clockwise. The first bunion formed on my sisters' best friend's mutual friend's former mother whose daughter's grandmother in another life was my older sister and secret competitor, but quietly––saturating. They gave a number and a chance to this sensation. They snatched the movement from between my eyelashes and made an immobilizing concatenation of the day's gangliest feelings. But there's something to be said about something to be said. 

22:02:17

This is a sentence made for words.  

This is a sensor claimed to whirl.       

This is a centimeter of wood.      

This is silken amber food. er of the world.

This is this into fold.

This this frayed .

This 

This a portal center made word.