JanuaryFirst twenty twenty four poem

I LOST SO MANY THINGS LAST YEAR

I SPOKE SO BADLY OF SO MANY PEOPLE

I MESSED THINGS UP

I LEFT RUINS IN MY WAKE

I LEFT SO MANY PLACES AWAKE

I BROKE SO DEEPLY

I USED MY HANDS EVERYDAY

I WAS A MOMENT SO MANY TIMES

I LOST FAITH IN SO MANY MOMENTS

I WAS A MOTHER TO SO MANY

I FOUND SO MANY MOTHERS

I SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON MONEY

I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES

I WANT TO BE KIND

I WANT TO LEAVE THINGS AS I FOUND THEM

I SAID NO SO MANY TIMES

I LOST EVERYTHING

I PAINTED MY NAILS AND RIPPED OFF OLD SKIN

I WISH TO BE FREE FROM NEW AND OLD, SAME AND DIFFERENT

I WANT EVERYONE TO BE OKAY

I WANT TIME IN MY HANDS LIKE WATER

I WANT TO SAVE THE WORLD

I WANT TO BE ALONE

I WANT TO BE TOGETHER

I WANT TO FALL DOWN IN FRONT OF CROWDS, SMOOTH AND REAL

I WANT TO APPEAR MYSELF TO MYSELF

I WANT TO SPEAK EVERY LANGUAGE

I WANT TO HEAL MY DIGESTIVE SYSTEM

I WANT TO KNOW EVERYTHING

I WANT TO SOLVE MYSELF

AND I FEEL SO ALONE IN MY HANDS TODAY

NO HAT CAN SOLVE YOUR PROBLEMS

BOOKS CAN'T SOLVE YOUR FUCKING PROBLEMS

SO STRENGTH

STRENGTH

SO