Sunday, April 27, 2025
Deleuze in a Dream
Friday, April 11, 2025
Poem
Thursday, April 10, 2025
"I'm Not Interested in Purely Aesthetic People"
Postmodern/Pedestrian:
- external causes
- ends-based, purpose of a movement is to accomplish a goal-
- measured by numbers arbitrarily (counting)
- invert-able movements: the simplicity of single movements allows for instant reversal/inversion
- functional
- without flourish
- is what it is
- systems of weight shift
- meaningless, borderline ridiculous
- propositional
- directional
- working within the smallest arena of what the physical structure can do
- movements are simple enough to narrate, describe
- androgynous
- abides by certain rules about space
- the moving body is just a moving body in relation to the systems of the world, to the facts of the world
- cumulative
- incidental
- movements have an organic outcome to realize: realized when the dancer gets out of her own way
Balletic/Extended:
- on two feet, one orientation: always upright, even when horizontal/angled
- repeats structures of patterns
- tires you out and you keep going
- positional system: one static part, one mobile part
- repeatable on (2) different “sides”
- reverence is embodied, bowing occurs as an expected ceremony
- systems of counter-forces, isometrics: pushing and pulling at the same time
- twisting
- make it appear easy; don’t show exhaustion
- ability to be on outer edges of a physical limitation (structural) is valued
- virtuosity + musicality = genius
- long static positions of corps de ballet (e.g. your foot is cramping but you cannot move, or else…?)
- disconnection between sensation (inner and outer) and the requirements of the form
- ornamental, gestural
- self-conscious all the time by necessity
- attached (to idea of how I look)
- looks one way, is another
- easily caricatur-ized
- forces deep within cause movement
- “style” is easy to apply to other forms (has a clear aesthetics)
- angular
- translatable, can come in and out of the state
Wednesday, April 9, 2025
And if I saw in a massive street your richness
If I imitated your hand would I be left with more you or me?
2.
If I'm being honest I have a desire a million times a day to be anything to you. I repeat these riotous movements toward the end. I asked ChatGPT to translate the notes on the Venmo transactions between you and your Swedish tutor.
3.
"To see the world aright," I hope. Thoughts sprawl at the top of me; trickle down through empty elbows and wholesome knees to two heel bones beneath the bottom of my head which is the top of a very long spine. Sprawling spine that is the entire world. When I see it I just wish you could feel it too. I address you out of habit. The intimacy of that.
4.
Did I see your smooth head in the old man's flute playing?
Did I let the images accumulate for long enough?
Did I get involved with superlatives early on?
Did I write even one original line?
Did my disgust with myself lead you to a new allergy?
Did your caricature percolate at the wrong temperature?
Did I run for the wrong stop?
Did you make your painting?
Did our translation succeed?
Friday, April 4, 2025
Human Mood
What you did to me I am trying to not do to others.
Everything that happens happens in this moment: I want the bread. I buy the bread.
1. I don’t like the spring, everyone flaunting how not alone they are.
2. I don’t like the spring. Everyone flaunts how together they are.
3. I don’t like the spring––that everything flaunting its togetherness.
I’m in my room, spinning the world in my hands.
I’m in my room to come out with the world.
June poem
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